Thursday, July 19, 2007 ; 4:11 PMY
a brand new life is beginnin **
19 JuLy 2007...
hey thr..2dae..had a veriee sian daee in skul...did noting exp F&N stuffs..haixx...stress edii...cut myself agn...yst did it..2daee go cut agn..but 2ae cut 3 tyms..n onlii 1 was veriee visable..hahax...it'll b thr til sun?..nxt wk..ii dunnoee..but ii noe ii'll b cuttin myself agn tml..haixx...sian siannn..noting 2 do..haixx...well..ii tink ii betta go rest coz yst slp veriee DAMN latee..juz 4 my F&N coursework...damn COURSEWORk..ii hatee uu..hahax..my brain is too FRIED edii...cant tink properly 2daee...haixx..soo sadd...in class ii was lyk F&N pprs everywhr...maths class tchr nvr cum soo..ii did my F&N courseworkk...nearliee kill myselff...haixx..juz 4 F&N ii cud diee siaa...hahax...
durin SS lesson did F&N not SS..hahax...tchr nvr scoldd soo LUCKY!!....if not cnfirm wont finit my F&N interview in tym..hahax...bt ii did..muahahahaa...well...aft SS is offically my F&N class...go thr latee kinda juz in tym 4 da greetin..to mine n Miyuki's surprisee..Arif n Iskandar go sit at our usual seats...arghhxx...dey wantd us 2 sit sumwhr elsee..but we didnt..ii sat facin Miyuki..beside Iskandar...weird but ii feel cmfortablee coz he doesnt bully miee..he's a damn gud guy...study2..but if he tired..he go slp..but he didnt slp durin F&N lesson...but ii did..coz ii was soo tired aft all tat typin til 12.30am yst...sianss...
did memory test..soo da damn larr...tink ii juz pass...last wks memory test ii had 9/10..cool huh?..ii neva get marks lyk tat 4 F&N memory test..if ii do..myb ii _________..hehehee...BUT ii DIDNT owhkaee...hahax...aft knowin our overall marks aft those memory tests we had donee..we start 2 do decision making..hate duin F&N soo muchh..soo ii juz anihw do..mndae den ii re-do..heheee...while ii was duin ani o hw...Iskandar n Arif was playin wit Miyuki...she got bullyed by dem...tchr let miee out dunnoe hw she look at my decision makin ppr..hahaax..went hm...juz sit n wait 4 fwen's 2 go onlinee...whilee waitin...ii wud b doin my emaths, amaths n eng hwks..hahax...soo stress...ii tink my BRAIN wud officially b FRIED lyk hell tml..hopee 2daee no nid 2 slp latee...haixx...
tml got RC trainin...siann...canot teach FTDRILL coz dey all ask miee 2 teach RCK my least fav badge..but ii got da brnze badge left wit silver n GOLD...haahax...ftdrill brnze gonna take it SOON...august take wit da sec 1, 2s....den aft tat if pass can go take SILVER!!!....nxt yr ii wud lurvee 2 take da GOLD modularr...my FAV...got commadin..evn though ii hated it last tym..n got stress abt commandin durin dis yr's Awards Day...ii nw LURVEE it LYK hell...hahahx...ii wishh 2 b da commander 4 my skul NDP parade...hehee...but nt FTDRILL COMP 08...sian 1...wud mit my korkor thr..da auntieess...n da otha cmpassvalee ppl...whu ii noe larr...
ii nid all da slp ii cud get...siansiannn...DAMN larr!!!!....ii hatee my LIFEee....ii wishh ii cud juz commit suicidee...but iim not allowed n ii still hav a promise 2 furfill (ii tink tats hw its spelt)..my eng sux larr..heheee...sorrieee...kae ppl...ii nid 2 go nw...take careezzz....
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-iiFaH17-
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18 JuLy 2007..
hey ppl...2daee..ii did noting FUN..my dae was soo BORINgg...haixx...got sadd n angry on my wae 2 skul..coz of sumting my abg sae..hurt miee soo muchh..haixx..tats wat he's in my lifee 4...2 hurt miee..siansian..den got angry wit my twin sis..its abt sumting larr...too tired 2 tell uu ppl..dis is abt mie n her..haixx...went 2 skul didnt talk 2 her...recess tym..obviously she wanna ignoree miee n ii wanna ignoree her..soo we end up ignorin each otha..haix...she talk 2 my fwen, Miyuki, while ii talk 2 my pri skul fwen, Yana, abt helpin her wit her blogg...etc..otw bck 2 class...walk wit Yana..toldd her y ii wasnt talkin 2 my twin sis...she was lyk reallieee...lyk didnt believe miee..but at last she didd..hahax...well...aft recess...notiin muchh...last period was da best coz eng lesson...can c my skul scouts tchr whu i gud 2 miee, Mr Izwandy....he owhkaee larr...fun talk 2 hym...he ask us 2 do a letter 2 a newsppr..den all of us cudnt finit in tym soo...he told us 2 do at hm n bring it on fri..hahax..during tat tym...ii was cuttin myself...n ii was juz playin whn ii reallie cut too deep..juz lyk hw uu cut miee mr HeartBreakeR...
den help Miyuki ask 4 his signature..as a routine..every tchr nid 2 sign..sian..den talk 2 hym...he ask miee whthr ii got go 4 da last NDP trainin..n ii was lyk yarr...den he sae he didnt c miee...den ii toldd hym tat ii wasnt feelin well..soo ii didnt march in...he told miee he was thr...ii was soo shock larr...hahax..Miyuki had 2 leave 1st coz she nid 2 go 4th lvl 2 do her Phy test...haixx...soo..ii was left alone wit hym...in class....walk out of da class wit hym den sae gud bye...n ii went off...coz ii nid 2 go hm earliee 4 sumtingg...hahax...had soo muchh fun talk 2 hym lorr...he's da 2nd tchr ii cud reallie talk 2...da otha 1 wud b Mr Chen..my form tchr..hahax...buden..ii dun reallie talk 2 Mr Chen...hehehee....tats all 4 nw...byebyee...nid 2 go do my F&N courseworkk...take careezz....
lurve...
-iiFaH17-
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hehee....wrotee ediii....muahahahaa....go watch moviee...n tats da onli ting ii did 2daee...n iim sadd coz my newest bag BROKE!!!!....sian larrr....lurve tat bagg soo muchh...hopee can restore it bck 2 normal...if not...ii wud go cry lyk maddd......haixx...yst didnt do aniting funnn....juz a plain oldd lifee....BORING!!!!!....
lurve...
-iiFaH17-
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15 JuLy 2007...
hey ppl...2daee...went 2 Johor wit my mum, aunties, uncless n cuzens...4 a ladies talk or sumtingg...siann..coz ii miss my fone soo muchh...cudnt msg ppl evn whn ii wantd 2...haixx...my aunties was lyk chattin awy...while mie n my cuzen, abg mimi, was juz walkin 2gether lyk sum idiots...hahax...den dey wantd 2 order n buy sumting...soo...mie n abg mimi went 2 da BIGG ballroom tat has chairs lined up nicely...juz 2 sit n SLEEP...hahax...ii didnt hav enuf slp coz yst went hm late n 2dae nid 2 wake up earliee...veriee da damn earliee larr....we slept lyk 4 hours n dey still havnt finit buyin those tings...whn he woke up..he was lyk...dey havnt cum out yet?..ii was lyk yarrr...den he stood up n told miee 2 wait while he go look 4 dem at da otha rm...ii juz sit thr n listen 2 my MP3..ii was all by myself n ii start gatherin my tears..ii was juz abt 2 cry whn he came bck..hahaa...iim lucky tat he didnt c miee cry...haixx..if not loose face liaoo...
at last dey all came out...we all took da lift n went dwn 2 da lobby...walk 2 da car n went on our wae 2 Jusco 2 hav our DINNER..hahax...otw thr..ii was sittin all by myself listenin 2 CRY-Rihanna...mann...ii nearliee cry siaa...hahax..but ii was too busy eatin my SUSHI...hehehee...my auntie bought 4 miee coz my mum wont...she dun want mie eatin such stuff..hah...ii dun CARE!!!...hehehee...went 2 Jusco..ii onli eat noodle Yong Tao Fu...muahahaa...soo da dietin ghurl..but hell..ii bought alot of SUSHI...tats y ii didnt eat soo muchh...aft finit eatin...mie n my auntie go a shop called Sushi King...go buy SUSHI agn...hahahx...fun larr...eat sushi all daee..heheee...thank uu Cik Dahh...at Jusco ii walk side by side wit abg Mimi..heheee...n every1 was lyk staring at us larr...WTH ppl...stare stare onlii...it izzint wrongg walkin wit ur cuzen rite???.....sian ppl...haixx...hate those ppl...onlii noe hw 2 stareee...!!!!!!!!!!....juz buzz off...tats all 4 nw...byebyeee....take care ppl....
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-iiFaH17-
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14 JuLy 2007...
heys...juz cum bck frm NDP trainin...siann...last run in ii didnt FALL in...coz ii was SICK...haixx...soo sadd..budenn...mie, Odelia n Yong Xin got 2 watch da show..it was sooo FUN larr...esp da fly pass n da boombers...orr wateva its called...hahax...well...2dae...is my official 1 MONTH anniversary wit Hazmi...as my god broo...uu tink wat???.....hahax...been fwens 4 almost 1 yr...n dis is our 1st month anniversary...hehee...HAPPIE ANNIVERSARY mimi...=))...ii promise not 2 call uu abg ritee..but too badd...heheee....ii lurve uu...ii lurve uu...abg hazmii...heheee...no offence callin uu tat...aft dis ii wont call uu tat ani moree..my PROMISEee...heheee...=P...well..
2daee...had Pizza Hut 4 lunchh...pro ritee...lurve it larr...buden hate our dinner...siann...get SFI fd AGAIN!!!....lyk dun hav ani otha fd!!....hahax...Hazmi came late...thank gudness..(no OFFENCE)...coz ii was in a kinda sadd mood...felt lyk CRYin...hahax...boo hoossss.....iim suppose 2 b happie 2dae but ii dun seem b able 2 smile n b happie..soo wat ii did was giv all of dem a FAKE smilee...sorriee guyzz...ii reallie dun hav da mood 2 smile 2daee....haixx...ii didnt noe tat my lil cuzen, Nurul Faiqah, was goin 2 2dae's NDP show...quitee shockin larr...coz ii was lyk walkin at da area she was sittin at..HAHAAHAa...had H2O drinks...wanna noe hw manii??....ii had 3..1 aft anotha...den...aft da show...drank 1 moree...soo total of H2O packet drink ii drank wud b 4!!!....heheheeeee...moree den da otha cadets...=P...
aft da show march wit da cntingent 2 Suntec City Convention Hall...hehehee...soo funn..coz we march wit our left handd...lyk pro siaa..but da guy bside miee kip hittin miee larr...soo ii was da onli 1 left behind coz he hit miee soo hardd...it hurt my fist...whn reach Suntec edii...go up 2 da holdin area..n fall in agn..siannx...sick still fall in..hahax...wats worse is ii nid 2 fall in bside Scouts...n wth...Hazmi's thr...hahax...soo UNLUCKY?!?!...ii dunnoee...hahax...WATEVAa...well..nid 2 go slp nw...nite nitee...tml nid 2 wake up earliee coz goin 2 Johorr...yays...hahax...lyk iim tat HAPPIEee...ii had fun wit da auntiees CLUB...uu guyss r da best ppl...btw...ii tot of recordin da When The Cold Wind Blow cheer we all did in da bus...da REMIX versionn...hahax...da noisest ppl in da bus is da 1 sittin near da bck of da bus...da front part is soo quiet....ppl...DO CHEERS in da buss...hahahahax....=P..lurve uu abg...muackKs...
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